Even if I wanted to it still doesn’t appear likely it would be available to the general public until early next year
I get not wanting to be first, but the vaccine is going to go to health care workers, elderly, and those at risk first. Then the general public and for those of us who live in rural areas it may be a while. It's going to be March at best before it gets to you or me. We will have plenty of opportunities to see if the rewards outweigh the risks by then.
Personally my kids and I will be first in line when it is available. If there are side effects there will be plenty of time for me to change my mind on it. If you are skeptical there will be plenty of time for you to change your mind as well.