Brother, I hear you.
Life was going great... in a matter of three months, lost my father, lost my job and then my wife of 20 years filed for divorce and left me. After 3 years, I'm finally starting to get whole again, really feeling good about my life and pretty proud of how I'm starting to get a great grip on things again... then *SMACK*.
I'm in a car accident that probably should have killed both me and my 16yr old son. 3 weeks later, my girlfriend of more than a year texts me and says "This isn't working for me. I don't want to continue this relationship" and I haven't heard from her since.
I'm not back to square one, but smurf. I'd sure like to find a "new normal" for myself that's smurfing dependable. Damn near 50 yrs old, I should be really enjoying life. Instead, just getting my ass kicked around.
You're in my prayers.